*Cryz*

I hate my attachment!!!!! Hate it there, sob sob... =(

All my colleagues are AT LEAST 40 & above... gosh, no clique at all, my god... how to survive~~ Worse, I not really sure what's my department i'm posted to all about, have to read lots of info on it, that's still nt the worse, my worse fear is that i'm afraid of being not competent enough to do what i'm expected to do, boohoo... how how how~ Every adults are telling me that Shell provides good benefits for shell staffs, the people there seems super contented working there too, haiz.... but i'm now dealing with something completely raw to me, gosh, am i really capable of doing well mah, haiz, no matter how great is their benefits, but to me, they are useless lah, cuz i'm not dealing with something i'm enjoying, boo! First day at work, i'm really about to cry already, sianz.... not kidding oki, is really that bad... and bloody Starhub, at Bukom jit tao attitude liao, no reception once i lay my foot inside the main office. Sianz, nt even a single reception, No msg-ing, No calls!!!

3 months of hell at there!

Got plenty of stuffs to blog about since the last day of FYP. I really missed the days in the happening lab, hah, everyone slacking, watching movies, go out for early breakfast and lunch, heck care the DT there, and my tiny winy keyboard that never fails to amaze my friends, lol, cuz it's really small and kinda hard to type, but i gets along very well with it le... wahaha~

*My Personal Computer*

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