Backed from work, working FE today... sigh... feeling that life is getting more and more bored!! Lesser and lesser night life... c'mon, it's my holidays now can, but i'm feeling lonely.... weekdays is still bearable, there's still Iris, choo and others to hang out with, but when it's weekend, there's only left with work.... sigh.... everyone is occupied with their love ones... i hate this holidays!! it's not much better than having schools... at least after lessons, i still get to see my hubby more often, having time to spend together on weekends or sometime weekdays, even though there's no activities plan for the day, but i still love the time we spend and slack together.... frequent clubbin on friday or wednesday with all my girls!! All these is still so enjoyable even though i still gotta stress with school works.... But now, holidays seems like a torture... there's nothing in my life than working, and acc my dad for regular check ups.... i hate it!! This type of life is not i wan to be during my holidays.... how i wish this holiday will be over asap!! Arghz.... i hate weekends!! I miss him, miss him badly, had never miss him this much... sigh... all thanks to the deployment he's having.... why cant it be earlier or later, why cant it starts before or after my holidays... it just happen to falls on my holiday soooo nicely!! just nice 1 month and his deployment will be over, and just nice my holidays also over... god damn... plz, someone just burn his camp can!! I really cant stand it anymore.... i need to scream, i need to vend all my anger out!!! i'm going nuts soon keeping inside me!! Or probably someday, when i really turn into nuts, ill burn down the whole NS camp and jump down from some high rise building.... yah, tt will be it if it ever reach my max of toleration!! If stressing with schools works is the price to pay to have back my usual life, i really dont mind!! It's nt my hubby's fault at all, i dont blame him.... it's totally his camp's fault... sigh...i was longing for holidays since sch starts... tinking that during hols i'm finally having more times, more times to spare to acc hubby le.... but now... sigh... i'm utterly disappointed... everything is just nt right at all, timing is so nt right!!
At work is no much better, haiz.. i hate working with her... she's really driving me up to the wall, one more step on my tails and u'll get it from me!! I hate working with you, but i still gotta be a miss nice to you... damn it.... one fine day, i'll just flash my black face at you, and i wont even bother to be nice again ever!! Tmr will be going to Zack's 21th birthday chalet.... hope it will brighten up my day alot, cuz i got to meet up with all my classmates!!:D
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